there is no maybe.

"One of the cruelest things you can do to another person is to pretend that you care about them more than you actually do."

via here

ps: channel 5 is finally showing the mentalist, so I get to see Simon Baker's awesome smile in proper dimensions. way awesome!

in other words: think happy thoughts, holidays are coming soon.

Chuck Season 2

Perhaps I've overstated the nature of our relationship.

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I've been spamming Chuck S2 the whole of today, so dead.

House S5E13:Big Baby.

Why do people get married?

Because they love each other.

Why aren't you married?

I haven't found the person I love yet, because I spend all of my time loving people like you.

Does that mean we can get married?

Love comes in many types, and there's lot of it to go around.

Lets do some mental winnowing.

1. I could finally stream Bones today (: && in a double episode whammy too.
2. Talking to Caleb is always good stuff (:
3. Worship today in service was, much needed. Thank you Father.
4. I do not exist for you to a) poke fun at b) insult when necessary c) make cutting comments about my friends / image / whatever you deem fit. But its okay, sucking it up in progress.
5. I saw this AWESOME black knit pants at m)phosis (: beams to self. It is very nice, and can feed my meals at NUS for a week. sigh.
6. Sometimes I wonder why can't we progress past meaningless conversation and mindless chatter and ask the questions that really matter ? After church today, we went to eat && walk around. Had a HTHT (heart to heart talk) at MOS burger with Jansen && Siqi. Such are the good times.
7. I find myself becoming more averse to, small talk. Especially when I'm tired.
8. Sent CHARLENE THE BAO THE BESTFRIEND off yesterday! miss her x 10 x 100 already.
9. There has been this INFLUX of Aedes mosquitoes in my room. All bloodsuckers the lot of them. I think they are Aedes Aegypti. Mega sian && fail because I fail miserably in killing them. Hence feet = stung.
10. Tomorrow marks the start of a full day wasted doing visitations. On the brighter side, there are always my friends, Ba Kwa && Prawn Rolls. Not forgetting sidedish friends like, Kueh Bangket && Pineapple Tarts.

Now only if friends could be classified into Friends, Sidedish Friends, and Not Friends. I know you classify your friends, and that is starting to discourage me much more than you know.

Course of action ? Bring it to the Lord, bring everything to the Lord and lay it at His feet and let Him do the work.

Teach Me, Teach Me?

Please just do us all a favour, and kill her off. 

Spoilers about Izzie's hallucinations here.