Make you a prouder man.

If I could have one wish
If I could have some say I'd keep you far from home
I'd roll back both my sleeves
I'd dig under your skin
I'd fix your shattered bones

The Only Fault. Rachael Yamagata.
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Just watched House Bunny! It is super funny please.
When I've resolved to go for YAM, it starts to rain. Inertia x 10 x 100.

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Not everything is on my head, not everything.
I wish you would take responsibility for your words.

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Love Remains The Same.

Love Remains The Same - Gavin Rossdale
1000 times I've seen you standing
Gravity like lunar landing
You make me wanna run till I find you
I shut the world away from here
I drift to you, you're all I hear
As everything we know fades to black

Half the time the world is ending
Truth is I am done pretending

I never thought that I
Had anymore to give
You're pushing me so far
Here I am without you
Drink to all that we have lost
Mistakes we have made
Everything will change
But, love remains the same

I find a place where we escape
Take you with me for the space
The city buzz sounds just like a fridge
I walk the streets through 7 bars
I have to find just where you are
The faces seem to blur
They're all the same

Half the time the world is ending
Truth is I am done pretending

I never thought that I
Had anymore to give
You're pushing me so far
Here I am without you
Drink to all that we have lost
Mistakes we have made
Everything will change
But love remains the same

So much more to say
So much to be done
Don't you trick me out
We shall overcome
It's all left still to play

We - we could have had the sun
Could have been inside
Instead we're over here

Half the time the world is ending
Truth is I am done pretending
Too much time too long defending
You and I are done pretending

I never thought that I
Had anymore to give
You're pushing me so far
Here I am without you
Drink to all that we have lost
Mistakes we have made
Everything will change
Everything will change

I, oh I,
I wish this could last forever
I, oh I,
As if this could last forever

Love remains the same
Love remains the same

This Song + Supernatural Guys = perfect for a friday evening when you're revving up your mugging engine.

Things To Do

1. Taper glossy leggings. Alternatively, fatten self up so thighs can sufficiently hold leggings up.
2. Clear room of all mosquitoes. Alternatively, call in Male Help; like the Brother who has fast reflexes and the Father who is good with a rubber band.
3. Hunt down some more bakwa. Alternatively, hoard the sole remaining survivor of the BaKwaRace in my room.
4. Hu more rounds of mahjong. Alternatively, get the Mother who can't count the number of bamboos to throw the tile I want.
5. Eat YTF laksa soup. Alternatively, crave for laksa intermittenly through the night and wake up in the morning drooling at the mouth because in my dream, I ate the BestLaksaEver.

House S5E13:Big Baby.

Why do people get married?

Because they love each other.

Why aren't you married?

I haven't found the person I love yet, because I spend all of my time loving people like you.

Does that mean we can get married?

Love comes in many types, and there's lot of it to go around.

Lets do some mental winnowing.

1. I could finally stream Bones today (: && in a double episode whammy too.
2. Talking to Caleb is always good stuff (:
3. Worship today in service was, much needed. Thank you Father.
4. I do not exist for you to a) poke fun at b) insult when necessary c) make cutting comments about my friends / image / whatever you deem fit. But its okay, sucking it up in progress.
5. I saw this AWESOME black knit pants at m)phosis (: beams to self. It is very nice, and can feed my meals at NUS for a week. sigh.
6. Sometimes I wonder why can't we progress past meaningless conversation and mindless chatter and ask the questions that really matter ? After church today, we went to eat && walk around. Had a HTHT (heart to heart talk) at MOS burger with Jansen && Siqi. Such are the good times.
7. I find myself becoming more averse to, small talk. Especially when I'm tired.
8. Sent CHARLENE THE BAO THE BESTFRIEND off yesterday! miss her x 10 x 100 already.
9. There has been this INFLUX of Aedes mosquitoes in my room. All bloodsuckers the lot of them. I think they are Aedes Aegypti. Mega sian && fail because I fail miserably in killing them. Hence feet = stung.
10. Tomorrow marks the start of a full day wasted doing visitations. On the brighter side, there are always my friends, Ba Kwa && Prawn Rolls. Not forgetting sidedish friends like, Kueh Bangket && Pineapple Tarts.

Now only if friends could be classified into Friends, Sidedish Friends, and Not Friends. I know you classify your friends, and that is starting to discourage me much more than you know.

Course of action ? Bring it to the Lord, bring everything to the Lord and lay it at His feet and let Him do the work.

Over and Over, again.

I need to hide within a storm
So have the ending come
And bring the winds that scream
And spill the fog all over town
And hold me in your standstill ground
And I will sink down
And you´ll be washed away
you´ll be washed away

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best song to study to !

1 more day to a packed weekend, just the way life should be (:

But I'd Came Straight From Work.

I thought this was cute, with the sparklers && all. (:
2 more days to sitting somewhere secretly, with nothing to do nothing to lose.
&& this for the penguin !

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I was just driving by
I would have said "hello"
But I'd come straight from work
Well, you know how it is
One of 'those' days

IS MEGA FAIL

driving is mega fail.

" I felt like I was flying ! "

" YOU WENT 90km/h AT THE BEND ! I was clutching my seat so tight ! "

" You cannot turn into the slip road && not stopppppppppp......"

(paraphrased from the mom / dad / bro who were passengers. )

so is mega fail indeed. sigh.

Pre Fall 09: inspiration / excuse to not study.

Armani's cut, silhouette, and blazers !


(how yummy is this, seriously !)

Balenciaga's palette & pants !


Matthew Williamson's clothes that I would stash in my closet && wear out in the light of day, everyday.






Proenza Schouler's belts, blazers & bags. && shiny shiny skirts for the sick days when patho reigns.

Vogue US February 09 : It's A Madcap World (Steven Meisel)

I took a look at this as I was preparing to shut down the mac & turn in.
Don't they look so peaceful, especially Liya ?

more here

Am particularly frustrated with attempts to watch Grey's online. Can't find a single website, that doesn't require: membership / downloading of software which doesn't work on a mac / some new fangled software that only some people seem to have !

I am lion hear me whine.

Anyway, this song has been Favourite Song of the Week.
God of this City - Chris Tomlin.

Am at saturation point for patho, need to recharge & regroup & restudy.

light up, light up.

i'm so sick of studying pathology && looking at diseased colons.

POLADROID :)

this is possibly the most awesome thing ever :)

In between Borrelia and Burgdorfei.

I keep:
1. wishing for 5 Jan to come, so that a) Microb can finally be over, b) we can play for a short while (like 2 days maybe) and c) for CRAB.

2. cursing the answers of the T/F questions when they don't make sense.

3. trawling the WWW for clothes.

4. peering at Christian, who is sleeping now I believe. I fed it 2 flies yesterday, and was pleased at its alertness when it pounced on them immediately. Sadly enough, the same cannot be said for my enthusiasm for bacteria.

5. craving for steamboat & crab & sashimi & bunny's taiwan instant noodles at her house in the forest.

6. thinking right, what's the difference between hard ticks, soft ticks, rat fleas and body lice.

7. playing Pet Society on facebook ! HORRORS IS ME.